Hey you, yellow matters to me.

There are some crazy ideas that I will rather avoid, I will avoid until they eat me.  They have already begun, I will keep avoiding, I was just in a hurry to change my life. Testing my will, that in the last year I realized I had no none, no will to keep a diet, to exercise, to share, to finish reading a book, no will.  So one day I decided to end a relationship with no future (at least that´s what I thought), I decided to change my job, I decided to try other opportunities and persons.

Someone told me a lot of times to fix my house and paint its walls, I totally hated that even though that person was right.  I bought a lot of paint, and will soon be painted.  That is the kind of things that I am doing now, of course with a better salary.

I complain all the time about how stressful  my job is, and it is! But every payday cheers me up. You readers have been witnesses of my journey.. the most mentioned word here is probably "change" and the most mentioned age is "14 years old".  I haven´t been so focused in my goal since 14 years old.

I don´t know what is next, and don´t want to think about it, my past is there, untouchable, sacred and unforgetable, but I believe in things and commitments that other persons don´t.